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Monday, December 12th, 2011 09:19 pm
meo_chan: (Paprika :: dreams)
Every night, for the past two weeks or so, I've been having these incredibly bizzare dreams. Most are new, but some are ones I've had before with slight changes to them. I have no idea what's brought these on.

Besides that, work has been good, going to buy a new winter coat wednesday, and (maybe) going to hang out with Nate thursday. Bam! I'm so busy.

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Thursday, December 8th, 2011 10:25 am
meo_chan: (Sexy Randal the Pharaoh Wizard)
Woo, only two more weeks of work left. Crazy! It's been going by so quickly.

Today was a bit rough, four skids for preschool and I was alone, and also not feeling the greatest. Ah well. At the end of the night, had a fake gunfight with Jared, and that was kinda... the best?? Good times. He's pretty amusing. Said he might be quitting though. :/

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Sunday, December 4th, 2011 09:02 am
meo_chan: (Sexy Randal the Pharaoh Wizard)
Ahh, one more night then I'm off for two in a row. Nice~

But anyway, work has been going good. There's been a lot of sales going on so the shelves keep getting less and less to put on them. It's kinda frustrating since even when there are deliveries most of what's brought in can't really be used, but oh well. What can you do?

They've hired about 5 new people, so it's not as rushed anymore, which is awesome. I don't really talk to any of them though, haha. I really only talk with the three regular ladies, the girl in my section (well, she's not in preschool much anymore), and a guy in imag (he's not one of the new ones). They're all good people.

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Thursday, December 1st, 2011 05:03 am
meo_chan: (Sexy Randal the Pharaoh Wizard)
I'm losing weight, and successfully keeping it off, but my shape doesn't seem to be changing at all.

Numbers don't mean shit.

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Wednesday, November 30th, 2011 10:16 pm
meo_chan: (Paprika :: dreams)
I had a dream about paper snowflakes. They were hanging from strings in a house I don't know.

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Tuesday, November 29th, 2011 07:56 pm
meo_chan: (Default)
Even just looking at food makes me nauseas half the time. I still eat, but it's such a chore for me now. I don't want to do it, but I do, because I know it's unhealthy otherwise. Sigh.

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Sunday, November 27th, 2011 07:06 pm
meo_chan: (Default)
Everything has a foul smell, and nearly everything I eat is making me sick. I've always been alone, but now is the only time I've ever felt empty, and it's weighing me down.

It feels like my body is finished.

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Friday, November 25th, 2011 07:41 am
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
"Just be more social."

Really? Why do I have to be the one that has to change? What's wrong with it just being one-on-one? Am I so unbearable that people need a large group around? A buffer? Am I really that detestable, that people can't stand to be alone with me?

Even when I try it doesn't work out.

Cor, I'm so lonely it hurts. :(

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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2011 08:39 pm
meo_chan: (Bason :: squee~)
Woo, my haversack is here!

It's so cute and a really nice grey color, pretty much the size I expected it to be. It's really the perfect size! Any bigger and it would be kind of obnoxious, I think. The strap is a little shorter than I thought it would be (there's no way this could be a cross-body bag), but overall I'm quite happy with this! Yay!

Thanks Urban Outfitters! :D

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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2011 10:20 pm
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
Went to see J. Edgar tonight. It was pretty good! Pretty much what I expected it to be. There were so many older people in the theatre though! I honestly think I was the only one there that was under 40. haha

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Wednesday, November 16th, 2011 07:19 pm
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
Got The Goon #9 today, yay~! Also my haversack was shipped out, and should probably be here next week (saturday?). Awesome!

Besides that, work was rough. Three people for the whole store! Augh! Games, Imag., Boys, and Girls. I die.

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Tuesday, November 15th, 2011 07:31 am
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
I've got so many bruises on my legs, it's crazy. It looks like I was attacked.

Ladders are vicious things, I tell you.

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Sunday, November 13th, 2011 08:23 am
meo_chan: (Default)
So, update! Work has been going good. Not really much to talk about there.

I put in an order for that vintage haversack I wanted, haha. It's on sale now, so I figured why not. Also ordered The Goon #9. Yay!

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Wednesday, November 9th, 2011 05:20 am
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
Nights like this, I really wish I was working. It's such a good distraction.

I keep going over things in my mind and getting depressed, even though I really have nothing to complain about, only little, superficial things... compared to everyone else, my life is just so insignificant.

Things that might not even be true, things that would probably never even happen...

I feel so overwhelmed by everything.

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2011 08:23 pm
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
First day of work tonight, so naturally, I got practically NO SLEEP. Also, my insides are at war. Sigh.

Otherwise, yeah. Nothing much happening. Been looking around my usual online shopping sites and man oh man, there's a really nice vintage haversack from Urban Outfitters I've got my eye on. Supposedly it's quite small, but I really don't need a large bag, and I measured out the size and it's honestly pretty decent. I might buy it, but I don't know if I'd really use it that often. There's another nice one on ModCloth that I like but it seems huge, haha. Also super expensive.

I mean, considering these are my "problems" I really can't complain, but still. Sigh!

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Tuesday, November 1st, 2011 09:13 pm
meo_chan: (Sexy Randal the Pharaoh Wizard)
So, went for orientation at TRU today. Was good. There was another guy there returning from last year, and apparently there are only a couple new people this year, and the rest are returns, so that should be good! I'm kinda excited to see who's back again~

So far, only working thursday this week.

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Saturday, October 29th, 2011 02:42 pm
meo_chan: (Bason :: squee~)
Got a call today from Toys R Us, going for orientation on tuesday yaaaaaay~!! I'm so happy, never honestly thought I'd be happy about having to work, but seriously it's so great, I love that place.

And I was so down yesterday too, it's funny! I just felt so weighed down with everything and had such a headache I went to bed early. Thanks for evening things out, Universe! ♥

Besides that, going to put up the Hallowe'en decorations with mom later today.

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Thursday, October 27th, 2011 11:40 pm
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
So, not much going on with me. I applied at TRU for the seasonal job again but I haven't gotten a call back yet. Maybe I waited too long? It's kinda depressing that the only thing I was certain of isn't working out. UGH.

Anyway, bought some more of The Goon! Yay! Now I have all the TPBs except 9, which I'll be buying in December when the next TPB of The Boys comes out. Oh comics, at least I can always count on you. ♥

So yeah, besides that... nothing much. But since I haven't done one in a while, here's a survey! )

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Tuesday, October 25th, 2011 04:12 pm
meo_chan: (Paprika :: dreams)
Had a strange dream last night!

It was some kind of battle royale set up, but the mafia was involved, and the whole thing took place in some kind of compound. Anyway, I don't really remember much of it, but I remember specifically killing someone with dark hair (I'm almost positive a girl) by stabbing her in the jugular with a key and slitting her throat. I remember holding my hand over her mouth so she wouldn't scream, but I was eventually found out by her father, who was a mafia guy and very reminiscent of Jon Polito ala Miller's Crossing.

Haha what?

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Saturday, October 22nd, 2011 01:13 am
meo_chan: (Rammstein :: Till read)
Almost done housesitting~

I got bored and curled my hair thursday, turned out quite good! It's still fairly curly, but I think by the time I go home sunday they'll be totally out. Maybe not, but it seems to be going that way.

Anyway. Finished the dvds and stuff I brought, and mostly all of the food too, it worked out nicely. I'll have a few things to bring back, but not much.

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