Their lies remain, the dreams the same, it's only fleeting words

[meo_chan]

Today sucks. Mom is being an uber-bitch.

I was doing better these past couple days or whatever. Yesterday I was getting depressed again, today is even worse. I cried. A lot. Awful. So now my head hurts from crying, and add that on with being sick... very bad day. :(

I went through my CDs again today. I missed a bunch from when I first went through them. My entire CD holder thing is almost full! :O I didn't think I had that many (although most of them are burned, but whatever, shut up). I might switch some stuff around and listen to something I haven't in a while. Might cheer me up. (Will hopefully cheer me up)

I wanted to run away last night. Seriously. I just wanted to take some money and get out of the house. I could've. But there isn't really anywhere I could go. I'd just end up wandering around for hours until I either decided to go home, or my parents noticed I was gone and went looking for me. *sigh*

I'm so glad no one [online] has talked to me today. It might help or something, but I don't want to bother people with all my weird depressing crap. (I've done that enough already, sorry everyone) :(

I can't believe March break is almost over! I don't want to go back to school on monday...